As it is Christmas, it's obviously time to open myself up to online humiliation in the form of an anonymous meme.

The ANON CRUSH Meme!

I blame verselle for this. :)

Does anyone wish to confess their undying love for me? Everybody on my friendslist needs to put one of these up so I can tell you all about my crushes. :)

So netflix decided to feed my addiction for addictions with the anime GunxSword (or Gun Sword) and my little creepy self would really enjoy some Van/Wendy fanfiction, art, ANYTHING.

Jeebus Christ these two are adorable together, even if GIGANTIC AGE GAP is sitting there making me feel gross for wanting to see them totally doing nasty things to each other.

Its kinda like my love for Chekov/McCoy (Star Trek XI) or Vash/Wolfwood (Trigun). I just can't help seeing it when I'm watching it. I want it soo bad.

http://morealtitude.files.wordpress.com/2009/07/gs.jpg Here's what I'm talking about, that's Wendy and Van. Totally watch this anime, 4 episodes in and you'll be right there with me. :B

Title: Onward, The Road
Pairing: Kirk/Spock (TOS)
Rating: soft R
Summary: The interaction between Kirk and Spock on the evening of Kirk's birthday at the beginning of Wrath of Khan. Kirk is not best pleased to be getting older.
Notes: This is for candesgirl, my best-beloved comm-daddy, for her birthday and because I love her lots. ♥ ♥

( 'Hell,' Jim said, addressing the other Jim in the mirror )

Spencer/Brendon

this paint-by-numbers life by jocondite 
Pairing: Spencer/Brendon
Rating: R
Category: Band-AU (What if)
Summary: You get where you're meant to be.
Bea's comment: Another one of my favorite plots is what if the band breaks up before they're famous, and it gets brownie points because Spencer and Brendon find each other years after the band breaks up (and they don't recognize each other!) What's meant to happen, will happen... So they were meant to find each other, same as Ryan was meant to get out of Vegas and be whoever he is now.

It's Just the Machine in Me by andsparkles 
Pairing: Brendon/Spencer
Rating: R,
Category: Spooks AU
Summary: Brendon and Spencer are CIA and they work closely with MI-5 for reasons that probably require a total suspension of disbelief. Spencer was imprisoned for five years in some unnamed country. Brendon is formerly an office agent, but he went out into the field after Spencer was captured. there is drama! Brendon thinks Lucas North is the shit! Terrorists are holding children hostage!
Bea's comment: Spencer has issues and Brendon is heroic. :D

Merely to Touch by teaforbryony 
Pairing: Brendon/Spencer
Rating: Very G
Category: College AU
Summary: It’s not that Spencer doesn’t want things to change; it’s just that he doesn’t want to risk losing what he already has.
Bea's comment: There's pining and Spencer being an idiot. It was a little sad though, because of Spencer and Ryan's friendship. I love reading fics where they're bff's (they're best friends here, but Ryan gets other friends and they don't spend much time together) But then Spencer finds out just how awesome (and cute) Brendon is. :)

Stoichiometry by skoosiepants 
Pairing: Brendon/Spencer, Ryan/Jon
Rating: PG-13
Category: Scifi, Crossover: SGA, Disney, KIDFIC
Sequel to Supersaturation, Solvation, Enthalpy, Entropy, Sublimation, Allotropy, Adsorption, and Saponification.
Summary: “You are glorious,” Brendon tells Captain Hall, because Captain Hall is like a giant walking, talking teddy bear and he doesn’t let anyone be mean to Brendon. He even tells Pete not to be a creeper, which is awesome, because it’s not like Brendon minds all of Pete’s ass-slaps, but there’s got to be a line drawn somewhere. That line has been firmly drawn by Captain Zack Hall, of the USMC.
Bea's comment: Funny and crack!fic. I would've loved more Spencer/Brendon and Jon/Ryan though, and Ryan acting like kid!Brendon's mommy (hehe) and of course, you'll see more of Disney kid stars.

OT3

untitled filthy, filthy pornography by stephanometra  and untappedbeauty 
Pairing: Brendon/Spencer/Ryan
Rating: NC-17
Category: BB!OT3!
Summary: Shameless bb!OT3 cockslut!Spencer porn, for your viewing pleasure.
Bea's comment: *_________________________* Hotttt

Panic!GSF

So Tonight That We Might See by softlyforgotten 
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon/Spencer/Jon, (Spencer/Brendon, Spencer/Ryan)
Rating: NC-17
Category: AU, Scifi
Summary: In which there are adventures and reunions, of a spacely sort.
Bea's comment: It was lovely to read, though I would've liked it better if it was Spencer/Brendon/Ryan (yeah I know, I'm biased XD), mainly because their relationships (Spencer/Brendon, Brendon/Ryan, Spencer/Ryan) were much more interesting to read for me, especially Spencer and Ryan's, while I wasn't really interested in Jon and who he hooked up with... He was just...there. I dunno, but I still liked it.

Spencer/Brendon

Snips and Snails and Puppy Dog Tails by justthismorning  
Pairings: Brendon/Spencer, One-sided Ryan/Brendon
Category: band-fic au. Brendon-less Panic
Rating: PG-13 Warnings: light drug use, instances of underage drinking, bi-gendered born-as-a-girl Brendon
Summary: Maybe Pete didn’t always know, or maybe he had, but when Brendon first told him, he hadn’t acted surprised and he didn’t treat Brendon any differently. He still blew on his face with morning breath before Brendon had had a chance to wake up, and still poked the bottoms of his feet when he fell asleep watching a movie. He still pinched him and gave him beer when Patrick wasn’t looking. He did ask what Brendon’s parents had named him. Brendon had stared at his hands and said, “Brenda, actually. Lame, I know. But it was easier than picking something totally new.”
Bea's comment: This one is wonderful and my heart grew ten sizes when I finished reading it. <3 I loved everyone in this, especially Brendon and the struggles he went through, and how everyone is really protective of him; and I really loved his friendship with Ryan and how Ryan tries to be supportive eventhough you can tell it hurts him because Brendon likes Spencer and not him and Pete is like his big brother and they're all so accepting and awesome <3 GO READ IT NOW.

Fight, For Everlasting Peace! by provetheworst 
Pairing: brendon/spencer
Rating: pg13
Category: AU, Superheroes! Robots!
warnings: background character death; temporary (!) character death; robot violence and video game logic.
Crossover: Megaman X
Summary: Wherein Jon Walker makes a discovery that may or may not end up destroying all mankind.
Bea's comment: Dudes. There's action in this, violence, and a Brendon who kicks so much ass and is kind of a superhero and he just wants to save everyone, even if he ends up hurt. *____* Sequel, pls.

The Prince and the Dragon-Price by sunsetmog 
Pairing: Brendon/Spencer
Rating: PG-13
Category: Fairytale AU
Summary: In which Spencer is thoroughly bored of his princely duties, and Brendon is brave and true.
Bea's comment: I love everything she writes, and this is no different. THERE ARE DRAGONS, PEOPLE! THERE'S A VIRGIN SACRIFICE!!!!!! Brendon teaches Spencer how to be a better person/prince and that he can make a difference!

Brendon/Ryan

Mercury by panic_smile 
Rating:NC-17
Pairing:Ryan/Brendon (Jon/Spencer, Pete/Patrick, Mikey/William, others)
Genre: AU
Category: AU, Superpowers!
Summary:Superhuman AU. Ryan and Spencer are rescued from an experimental facility, and find themselves trying to fit into a new life with new, not-so-ordinary people. That is, until things start to get weird and they realise their 'family' might not be as protected as they think.
Bea's comment: I finished reading this at 4 a.m. in the morning because once I started, I couldn't stop (eventhough I wanted to sleeep lol); I love how the author writes Ryan, how he sometimes seems cold but he's really so insecure and so scared because after being locked down and experimented on for years, he's finally free (sort of). Mikey is kind of scary though lol.

Spencer/Brendon

Sit This One Out by elucreh
Rated: Hard R/NC-17
Pairing: Brendon/Spencer
Category: AU, Spy!fic :)
Summary: In which, Spencer is a superspy and Brendon is his tech expert; also in which, being brave is difficult but worth it, explosions happen (but in a classroom environment) and Chocolate Box is a stupid code name for any operation.
Bea's comment: SPENCER IS THE MOST AWESOME SUPERSPY EVAR. And Brendon is the tech expert who deals with computers and is almost always safe except when he totally isn't, and he's the best at doing his job! Protective!Spencer, pining, undercover jobs (in which Spencer is bad at teaching Science and makes things EXPLODE) and an argument which turns into hot sex; the ingredients to make a wonderful read and it leaves you craving for more. There needs to be more fics like this one.

Jon/Ryan

A Four Star Thanksgiving and a Five Star Christmas by rossetti
Pairing: Jon/Ryan, Ryan/Z
Rating: PG
Category: Band-fic, Future-fic, KID!FIC, Christmas-fic
Summary: "Oh, shit, Jon, I'm having a baby." 

Bea's comment: Baby!fic~! Ryan finally learns to be responsible, and Jon is the proudest dude ever and the baby is so cute. <3

versipelli caelis by just_katarin
Pairing: Jon/Ryan
Rating: NC17
Category: AU, Scifi, Werewolf!fic
Summary: Ryan's a werewolf Prince desperately trying to prove himself. Jon's a lonely werewolf searching the galaxy for a home. Together, they fight extinction.
Bea's comment: Hot sex, dominant!Ryan (lol I know, but it works) and very submissive!Jon. Though I prefer it when Ryan is the submissive one XD

Jon/William

I Show Not Your Face by formerlydf
Pairing: Jon/William
Category: Band-AU, Fantasy, Crossover: Harry Potter
Rating: R
Summary: Slight AU, and by slight I mean very. It's not awkward — mostly, Jon thinks, because he doesn't spend too much time thinking about it, and he doesn't think William does, either. It's what happens, when you tour. Not with everybody you meet, obviously, but it's just a generally known fact that the more time you spend with somebody, the greater your chances of sleeping with them while under the influence of some sort of alcohol.
Bea's comment: Dude, I had no idea that this was taking place in the HP verse, I seriously didn't. I just thought it was another normal Jon/William band-fic and it's anything but! It definitely took me by surprise, and then Jon mentioned Merlin and William had a wand and I went "OMG IS THIS A HARRY POTTER CROSSOVER??" XD And let me tell you this, it was wonderful to read and and Tom Conrad is a fucking sexy and bad-ass/dominant werewolf. Seriously! It was very interesting to read, and and William is a magical creature! PANIC! ARE WIZARDS. BRENDON KNOWS EVERYTHING, while the rest of Panic! are like 'OMG HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT??' He's my faaavorite! <3 And William, of course. I loved William. <3333 And Jon! How he's there for Tom and takes sides because Tom is his BFF but at the same time, he's hurting. :( LOVED THE ENDING :D


Mikey/Pete

A Little Less Doolittle, A little More Noah's Ark by arsenicjade
Pairing(s): Mikey/Pete
Rating: Uh, hard R, light NC-17
Category: AU
Summary: Mikey and Gerard are friends with the animal kingdom. Pete’s a lawyer. It’s a toss up as to which is less believable.
Bea's comment: Mikey and Gerard can talk to animals! THEY HAVE, LIKE, A ZOO IN THEIR HOUSE OR SOMETHING, IT'S FREAKING ADORABLE, GUYS! :)

Title: Consider Her Ways
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Shatnoy (girl!Bill/Leonard, girl!Bill/girl!Leonard, other genderfuckery)
Summary/Notes: Backstory is needed for this, I'm afraid. I'm oddly fond of this weirdness, so I'm posting it here, but I wrote it for an RPG in which, for reference, Bill and Leonard, along with resurrected!De, were beamed up onto the nu!Enterprise in Leonard's Buick and then de-aged back to their 1966 selves.

...yeah. That's kind of irrelevant to the plot (plot! ha!) of this, but might make more sense of the following summary: The replicator in the actors' quarters is having some interesting malfunctions. See pairing. :)
Further Notes/Warnings: This utter crack was requested/encouraged by people who shall remain nameless. Please note that it contains het (gasp!) and femslash. I doubt that this is many people's cup of tea, but I was compelled to write it.

( The first thing Leonard saw, as he was jolted back to consciousness -  )

Spencer/Brendon

The Definition of Onomatopoeia by insunshine
Pairing: Spencer/Brendon
Rating: R
Category: AU
Summary: In which time isn't linear and Brendon is a comedian.

blue christmas by luridworld
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Brendon/Spencer
Category: Band-fic, Christmas-fic
Summary: It takes Brendon forty-five minutes to cook the meal, and another hour for Spencer to arrive home and acknowledge it.
Bea's comment: Cute, cute, cute! <3

It takes Brendon forty-five minutes to cook the meal, and another hour for Spencer to arrive home and acknowledge it. He sits and waits for Spencer; his ears are perked for the sound of the car pulling into the garage. He tries calling Spencer after maybe twenty minutes, and he gets no answer. He knows better than to assume that Spencer's phone battery is dead; he's always been a stickler about making sure it's charged at all time.

they're not for boys (they're just for me) by luridworld
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Brendon/Spencer
Category: Band-fic
Summary: Occasionally, Brendon forgets where they are.
Bea's comment: This is the fic that I wanted to read after watching their recent interview. :D

During the subsequent signing, Brendon almost forgets where they are, a combination of an interview-induced stupor and a sudden, overwhelming urge to just touch Spencer. At one point, they turn towards each other, close but not close enough, and Brendon feels himself being pulled in towards Spencer like there's some sort of magnetism at work. Brendon shakes it off and beams at Spencer, tampering down the want to just kiss Spencer, right there, right then.

And I'd Be Your Memory by tigs
Pairing: Brendon/Spencer
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Category: Band-fic
Summary: And somehow, midway through the tour, the postcard collecting becomes known as Brendon’s thing.
Bea's comment: Slow build-up and adorable.

The thing is, it’s not their first tour any longer, the novelty at least partially worn off. Also, Spencer’s seen Brendon begin more projects than he can count, only to let them fall by the wayside when life (school, work, band, tour) got in the way. Music’s about the only thing Spencer can remember that Brendon has never let slip, which Spencer supposes makes sense, since Brendon is Brendon, and music is pretty much his life. Of course, music is pretty much all of their lives right at the moment.

All of which is to say: they’ve hit tour number two and Brendon, apparently, is still buying postcards.

Accidentally In Love by reni_days
Pairing: Spencer/Brendon (background Ryan/Jon)
Category: College AU
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Brendon is gay. Spencer...isn't?
Bea's comment: This was funny and cute, and I loved Spencer's POV and I love Spencer and Ryan's friendship.

"Nothing!" Ryan holds up his hands, abruptly amused. "I've got nothing against your boyfriend, I swear. I just...you've never shown an interest in guys before. Is this the real thing, do you think, or just...curiosity?"

Spencer flails. "How in the fuck am I supposed to know that?"

Ryan sighs, a heavy put-upon sound. "Come here," he says.

"If you try to kiss me," Spencer says flatly, "no one will ever find the body. Do not even think that thought ever again, do you understand me?"

Jon/Ryan

well, it's been a year (that doesn't surprise me) by playfullips
Pairing: Jon/Ryan
Rating: PG
Category: College AU
Summary: college au. a story about second chances.

Spencer/Ryan

I want to spend the rest of my life everywhere, with everyone, one on one, always, forever, now. by themoononastick
Pairings: Ryan/Spencer. Ryan/Alex, Ryan/Z, Ryan/Jon.
Rating: R
Category: Band-fic
Summary: Four interconnected tales of life, love and fortune cookies. Future fic.

Ryan figures that that, the nightly jolt of disappointment, is the reason for his dreams. Every night so far since they landed at Heathrow, Ryan has dreamt about Spencer. Most nights it's been memories of time they've spent together, like a greatest hits of their combined life playing out in his head. But some nights the dreams are hazier, more surreal and disjointed, just flashes of skin and heat, and a smile and pair of blue eyes that he'd recognize anywhere.

On those nights Ryan wakes up with his skin buzzing and his fingertips tingling like he can still feel Spencer's skin beneath them. It's like a sense memory of something he's never had and it's confusing the hell out of him. He hasn't dreamt or even thought about Spencer in that way since the first flush of hormones hit when he was a kid. Except he has, because the crush never went away. Ryan just learned to live with it and turn it into something he could deal with day to day, but even back when it started, his mind didn't torment him with images like the ones he sees when he closes his eyes night after night.

Brendon/Ryan

you say come touch me, but by copperinside
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan
Rating: PG-13
Category: Band-fic
Summary: Set during the NRWC tour. Brendon rescues a family of ducklings, then comes to realise his folly. Then Ryan realises his folly (amongst other things).

Jon/Spencer

Paper Chase by foxxcub
Pairing: Jon/Spencer
Rating: R
Category: College AU
Summary: He texted Ryan on his way back to the dorm, knowing Ryan was still in his Advanced Comp class. 'I'm now officially a Christmas Correspondent for Walker's charity.' A minute later he got back: 'lolololol'